Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Fear

Fear is your wife having progressively worse brown spotting and craps following two progressively positive betas.

Fear is searching all over google and talking to a nurse, but not really having a clear answer as to if the spotting and cramps are a problem.

Fear is having no good answer or indication until another beta is done tomorrow at noon.

Worthless is having no way to protect my wife from this fear.

7 comments:

cindyhoo2 said...

Oh no, I am so sorry that both of you are facing this fear in what should be a jubilant time. Sending you hopes and prayers for a still increasing beta tomorrow. I am hoping that you are one of those couples that have spotting prior to an utterly healthy full term birth.

Pufferfish said...

I'm so sorry you and Janet are experiencing this. Crossing my fingers that all is well for those beta numbers tomorrow.

definingfamily said...

Sending you good beta vibes for tomorrow and wishing for your fears to subside!

poppycat.wordpress.com said...

This is such a hard time, stuck between finding out you are pregnant, and having constant confirmation that all is well. I hope tomorrow's beta eases your mind. Sending loads of big fat happy beta vibes. xoxo

anofferingoflove said...

thinking of you both today and sending big fat doubling thoughts your way

Heather said...

I'm sorry. How scary. I hope it's just par for the course and nothing sinister. We're cheering for your team.

addingbaby said...

Hey there...thanks for commenting on my blog! I have my fingers crossed for you both..sending positive thoughts.